Abbe
| Abbe was rescued from the Sacramento SPCA. She had it rough. She had been bred and declawed then trained as a fighting cat. She would be tossed into rings to fight dogs, other cats, raccoons and the like. |
About the time she started to trust me, I was
going through some incredible emotional shit. We formed a bond, that became incredibly strong. So strong that in many ways it was a full mental sharing that many call the familiar bond. |
| When she came to me she was incredibly
viscious and mean. She had been returned from 2 other foster homes for her meaness. She used to bite and scratch me but I refused to give up on her. |
This morning (02-12-03)at about 9:15 during a
vet visit that I had taken her in for difficulty breathing.... |
| Abbe had an unfortunate accident and was hit
by a car several months after she came to live with me. It broke part of her back. She lived in a small box by the side of my bed. i fed her with a bottle, wiped her butt with baby wipes |
Abbe, my mental partner for the last 6 years
passed away. Her chest cavity had been filled with fluid, and while trying to draw some of it out to help her breath her heart stopped and would not restart. The vet said it was a particular form of cancer and even if I had brought her in when I first noticed her breathing yesterday, there would have been nothing they could have done. |
| After she came out of the box, she never hurt
me again on purpose |
Poem by thekla |
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What is that in your hand? |
I AM ASLEEP DAMNIT! |
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What did I tell you about taking pictures? |
You are really starting to piss me off. |
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I'm the queen. |
I know it is at your computer. But it is *MY* chair |